There’s something inside me that refuses to come clean
There’s something inside me that i cannot explain but feel
This something is scared of innumerable things
Of future, of life, of living beings.
There’s something inside me
Everyday it screams
I try but cannot understand its needs.
It shouts and shouts and affects me deeply
But this something is not definable with the words of my dictionary.
Every thing I do every step I take
Is influenced by something beyond my control
This something powerful yet it refuses to be identified at all.
Please leave you’re hurting me
Something go away.
Leave me and never find your way back here.